Oh fcuk it! Im done here. Few advise, before you get played, stop ur childish game & think maturely. Kbye(;
Angels♥
07:59
Speechless. Totally am. Who do you think you are to judge and belittle ppl? I just dont fucking get it. What makes you that arrogantly confident? Your looks?? Oh please. Dont be e exact kinda guy that is sucha perfectionist. Why show off? Im nt pissed because im jealous, i just cant stand ppl that would judge others like asif they are holyshit perfect! If you dont like her then tell her off nicely. You think all of e girls you played with dont have feelings like you?? & 1 more thing, dont give hope if you arent sure. Idk just how many ppl you hve said to e exact same thing you tell me. Just stop doing all that! You said youre going to change??? Heh. Where is e part of you changing? Dont tell grandmother story, prove it like a man. Man?? Since when you are 1 anyway. I must be blinded by my foolish desire to actually fall for you who cant appreciate some1 sincere heart. Seriously im pissed. By e type of guy like you. Who thinks he can get anything he wants with that looks! Like WhatTheHell am i wasting my fucking tears for such an arsehole! You arent perfect either , boy! So grow up & be a wiseful man . This has got nothing to do with us. Just that type of personality you got are fcuking similar to those that made my life miserable from b4 till now. Only when it happen to you yourself then you will fucking understand what im talking about. Sheeesh!!
Angels♥
10:32
" Its alryte, because im here now & im going to protect you". That was all i ever need. Being able to stand up for me. Hold my hands infront of his friend and say, " she's my girl" . Tell the world that im forever he's. Pat my head when im doing good. Hug & kiss my forehead when im crying w/out uttering a single word. & give me his most important possesion, his heart(:
Angels♥
10:57
Heart,why do you stop listening to your owner? why do you feel something that arent supposed to feel. And why did you make your own way to the wrong hands. when your owner herself know that you will get hurt. To the person that dont even know how careless he was in holding you that are so fragile. When at the end all he can say is sorry while she hve to slowly mend you. Heart, for once dont go wandering ard by yourself or she'll lock you up to a place where no one can see,touch or open you. And if she does that, im afraid you will be in great pain.
Angels♥
14:35
Ive been circulating e same place all e tyme with hope that i could get some answer. Even after saying all that, im still stuck here. I promise myself to move on tho it wont turn out ryte. But to suddenly being left hanging, how am i supposed to go forward.
You didnt give me e final say. I cant continue writing e words in my story. Idk if i have to put a fullstop to e last word or not. The last word is goodbye, all i want u to do is assure me that its goodbye so i can end this story.
But you wont, arent you?
Because you are you.
Like a fool i am to keep thinking that you will.
Even after i told you that im nt smart, you keep bring me into your complicated way.
A way that only brings unhappiness to ppl lyke me.
Angels♥
08:04
How it feels, boy? To be playing ard. I have no idea that im one of them who actually fall for your stupid trick. If you are done playing, look ard. Thats when you realise that no one stays till you finish your game. This is much more hurting than e tyme when we are strangers. You gave too much hope just to crash it in e end. Nvr ever tell a girl you like her and dissapear left her hanging. Isnt it too much for her to bear. She can neither take a step forward or backoff. So this is it huh? The final ending of my first love story. Im dissapointed that it end this way but atleast i know what kind of man you are. Thnx for that short and little memory. Idk if its sincerely done or just an act from ur part. But im being myself when im with you. That shows how sincere i am towards you. Too bad that enough is just nvr enough for you. I'll take it as a sweet dream for me to rely on when im on my own. When we bump into each other one day, don't you ever call my name. Bcause it is difficult for me to start all over again in forgetting you. Farewell, my 1st love. The guy that ive waited for 5 yrs. The 1st guy that i made e 1st move to. The guy that i put too much hope just to be crash again. But this tyme, maybe i can move on. goodbye(:
Angels♥
01:10
Wednesday, 29 June 2011