Because you nvr were myne & i dont have the rights to keep holding on to it. They said he's just like you. Is he? I do see your resemblence in him. But i keep denying it. Cause i dont want to know that he slowly open my heart bcause he's just like you. Why did it hve to be just like you?? I keep telling myself he's nothing like you & i will keep that fact alive that he's nothing like my 1st love. I really do want to forget you, seriously i do. But if they keep saying that, how can i? & if one day i might give my heart voluntarily to him then its not bcause he's just like you but bcause he's nothing like you.
Angels♥
12:02
& i'll pray that this tyme god will open my heart w/out changing it(:
Angels♥
09:49
I want to take another risk but after you, i fear that they're the same. Im scared that they will leave me after i open up to them. Just lyke how you left.. May this go smoothly & even if he does leave me, pls dont let him leave w/out saying goodbye.
Angels♥
10:13
Same room. Same subject. Same school. But when i look ard, i only see unfamiliar faces. Faces of a stranger. This is the feeling of being in other ppl places. Looking at them, i really2 miss my classmate. With them, lessons are always fun. Surrounded by those that laugh & cry tgether with. But here now, no matter how good the teacher is, no matter how funny their jokes is, i cant seem to smile sincerely. I feel like being in a strange place. Lets just hope this 6 weeks will pass quickly. Lets hope that everything that im learning again will stay in my head. Haiish. I miss my bitches, brtw lyke ALOT!
Angels♥
10:24
You are the best thing i nvr had & im the best thing you nvr had. For when one day ill find my other half, ill be standing infront of you & say ' He's awesome then you' I may shed a few tears when i say that but only because ive completely gotten over you.
Angels♥
11:22
If its her again then, ive lost. Among all the girls, she's the best ive seen for you. She defeated me before & i know she will too this time. Maybe im really not worth your love. If it really is her, ive lost.
Angels♥
14:03
" i can't keep up with your turning tables under your thumb, i can't breath. So i won' t let you close enough to hurt me. No i wont rescue you for you to desert me. I can't give you, the heart you think you gave. It's time to say goodbye, to turning tables." " Never mind i'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you, too. Don't forget be , i beeged, i remember you said. Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead." - Turning table & Someone like you by Adele. Gosh i love her voice & song.
Angels♥
10:22
Wednesday, 27 July 2011