
 Wednesday, 17 August 2011
I know that currently im in a very wrong position to actually think about my 1st love when im with you. As im still a normal being, i cant help doing mistake lyke this. But this tyme i promise myself to commit in love after so long waiting endlessly for e impossible. Because i know how it feels to be on a one sided love. B, slowly as you get to know me, you will see that im just a simple girl with a very simple lyfe but wht you dont know is that, this girl whom you love had soo many dark past, scary past, deep unhealing scar and collection of tears & a very sad love story b4. As much as i want to tell you everything about myself, i cant. As i dont want to remind myself how worthless i am as a girl in ur eye. I hope that you will nvr ask me anything about how i used to live my lyfe. & even if1 day somehow you get to know about all my dark secret, i hope & really hope that you will continue to love me. I will promise you that i will try my very best to not dwell on my past. As long as you promise me to make my present & future much more meaningful so i wont hve any reason to think about e past any longer. Ive suffer enough with all their hatred throwing at me like im a dart board. I wish to open e door of my happiness, take my chances & loving you endlessly. For all i want from e past that have not change was only that. 
Angels♥
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