Errgh! Im hating myself now. Why this always happen?? Boyy, will u pls just get e hell outta my head! I want to love my bf lahhh. How can i do that if you keep running on my mind??  Somehow your face, e way u look at me,your smile, your voice, your touch pops up at e tyme when its not supposed to. Im very much afraid to ever bump into you cause i really dont know how i will react. Im sucha loser. Sucha mean girl to actually say all this when im holding on to his heart. What the hell really is wrong with me. Was it because our story is left hanging w/out a proper gdbye, that is why i cant properly let you off my heart? No! It cant be. I cant be feeling this way. Gosshh! Idk. Idk. Really. Why you are e only one i cant really forget after all this years, aft what you have done, aft i know e true you? A terrible beiing i am. Im totally dissapointed with no one else other than myself. 
Angels♥
 06:55