So many things that i want to tell you. So many unpleasant things that i want to let it out to you. But i just cant. I dont know why. Whenever i prepare myself to open up about what's happening, i start to hesitate and soon it change to another topic. It seems to stuck on my throat. I should share it with you as you are my boy, but its hard. Maybe im used to not sharing my problems to anyone just to feel at ease. I keep thinking what if after i share it with you, will you understand? Will you believe me? Or will you assure me that its goin to be ok? I know i shouldnt have doubt all of this but i cant help it. This personal matter are so personal and important that maybe it is still too early to tell you. For now, ill just keep it to myself. & when the tyme come when we understand each other a lil more then maybe ill consider sharing it with you. as to who else would i come to lean on and cry other then my boy. 
Angels♥
 09:23