Thursday, 22 September 2011
When u acted like this, how the hell am i supposed to try. It seems like you dont care even 1 bit. When others can obviously see that, what can i possibly answer. Its like our status doesnt exist. & its like my fcking birthday! Him that are not even my bf, stays one whole nite with me w/ out any complain. You who are currently my bf, doesnt even stay with me till midnight?? Is there ever such thing as consider how i feel?? Guess it doesnt even pass thru your head ryte? Lastly, im speechless!
Angels♥
13:34
Wednesday, 21 September 2011
This age increases its digit today. & e only wish i have is to be trully happy with those that ive spent my most yrs with. My family & my friend. May today brings out a meaningful flow. Amin(:
Angels♥
09:23
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Rebound? So maybe thats why i cant love you the way i want to. This is bad, real bad. I have no ryte to hurt you. But at the same tyme i have no ryte to lie to you any further either. You will never be blamed cause it is my fault. Ive been e worse of all for you and you deserve some1 much more better than me. I wont give you any excuse or rather i wont use anything as an excuse. Its totallly my fault. Im sorry. Trully i am. & i know you will definitely ask for a reason and all i can say is i cant lie to you or myself any longer.
Angels♥
12:00
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
Ive lost again to the Player of hearts. I always wonder, will i always lose. & now youve proven me that i will never win. Now its not that ive lose to you or to her but ive lose to love.
Angels♥
06:19
Thursday, 8 September 2011
The first tyme i saw you. The first tyme my heart beats for you. The first tyme you smile. The first tyme i hear your voice. The first tyme i cry for you. The first tyme i make a move. The first tyme i swallow my pride. The first tyme i muster enough courage. The first tyme you look at me. The fisrt tyme you held me in ur arm. The first tyme i slept listening to ur heartbeat. The first tyme i felt so blissful. The first tyme i felt so special. The first tyme i want to commit. The first tyme you said you like me. The first tyme you left. The first tyme ive been a fool. The first tyme i miss someone this bad. The first tyme i cant control my feelings. The first tyme ive been this dissapointed. The first tyme i betrayed my own feeling. Because boy, you are my first love. & its hard for me to forget my evry first. I know there is no me even in the small corner of your heart but inside this heart, at evry corner engrave your name in it. This tyme, no one will know it. Not them not even you. As this pride have long been crush ever since i approach you first with no regret. So i dont wish to crush it any further. The way you are now, it really is the end. Im just a passing wind in ur life & that fact hurts alot. No one will know. Only me and my naive heart.
Angels♥
10:54
When strength has come to its limit & courage dissappear into thin air, suicide occur.
Angels♥
10:24
Saturday, 3 September 2011
I'm sorry. The only phrase i can possibly say to you ryte now. Lyke always, im at fault. I admit its myne. Was it too obvious until you notice e slightest change in me? & when you ask me that, i felt soo evil. Just lyke old tymes, i ended up being a bad person. I'm sorry that ive been the worst gf for you.
Angels♥
10:44
