Feel My Words

Sunday, 16 October 2011

Yes i will regret. I will regret starting anything with you w/out thinking. They must have said, im such an whore. Just go ahead & tell em how i break ur heart. Make me into 1 heartless women in urs and their eyes. I hope it happen. The slowly turning into numbness, this heart of myne. I hope i cant feel anything. You let go too easily lyke as if youve been waiting for it. Hope? What deep hope did i give to you. I was the one hoping for you to be e only one that i can love. I was hoping tht you could fill this empty part with e love that you said are great. I heard it, but i cant feel it. But since im e one who cut this tie, ofcourse fingers will be point at me. With my heart still with him, i was expecting you to take it frm him. Recall wht you did, where's the care? I only rmbr words. You shudnt hve given me a chance to waver. This just sounded like an excuse. So basically, im at fault. After all, this happen way too many tyme. Blame on my shameless heart. But i'll tell you one thing, during us tgther.. I hve sincerely try loving you with all my heart. Just that, his presence b4 in my life was way too big that even with you presently infront of me cant even fill in his shadow that is lingering in my soul. I'm sorry. I have loved deeply b4 i met you. & maybe, just maybe if i met you b4 him, we would hve been e happiest couple now. After this, you may find ur happiness way b4 myne. You may even be more happy then when you are with me. I know in tyme you will totally forget all about me. Like as if 'us' nvr exist. & by then i'll keep holding on to this guilt.

Angels♥

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