Saturday, 28 January 2012
So maybe what they said is ryte afterall. Why waste ur tyme for someone who dont even know what she wants. & that someone is me. Yes, dont waste ur fucking tyme for me. Yes, im not worth it. Thats why you ppl come & go. Because you said my heart is cold. Yes, im a heartless bitch. A stupid fool girl. Thats why you ppl gave up on me. Go ahead and laugh at me when you ppl already found ur happiness while im still searching for it. It's oryte. I'm fyne. Im forever fyne. I'm really fyne. What else can i say other then being fyne. But sometymes its just that hard to be fyne. You ppl dont get it do you? Of course you dont. You just dont know how i try soo hardd not to hurt your feelings. How guilty i actually feel. How i curse myself for being cold. Because i dont fucking show it & you ppl Always jumps to conclusion. 'she hve many guys' heh. What the hell is that? What e fucking hell is that? Thnx for trying but you ppl dont try hard enough to break those wall.
Angels♥
10:11
Thursday, 26 January 2012
Let's just pretend we didnt see each other that day. So atleast i wont keep asking myself why you didnt turn towards me or why didnt you call out my name. Because i was actually thinking about you when suddenly you appear just right before my eyes. Its so unbelieveable. Well for now i'll pretend i never saw you that night. Just to ease my mind.
Angels♥
07:55
Dad, i dont mind you nagging or scolding all the tyme cause thats what Dad will always do. Its your responsibility. But dad, sometyme just sometyme i wish you could see the condition i am when u do that. There are tyme when i am at my lowest and all i need u to do is to understand. The incident that happen that day actually didnt make me mad but it make me soo dissapointed. I swear to god im really sick and my whole body is soo weak. Im not asking u to spoon feed me with med, all i ask was for you to understand that me, your daughter at that point is really at her lowest. She has no special one to express how weak she is that tyme. But the way you reacted really prick my heart. Because you cant see the lilttle effort she make even when she's at her lowest just to think of you. Dad, i do wonder sometyme do you actually know what your daughter wants. The thing that is little to you are actually the most important thing in her life. Dad, i really love you, respect you, honoured you but even that,you still hve to know that i am human too. Yes you are my father, you make the last call. But dad, dont you think that sometyme just sometyme, you hve to understand me more , look through me. Because in the end all ur daughter wants is to make you happy even if you cant really see it infront of you.
Angels♥
07:48
You've done great, eh no .. Awesome! Just wat e hell do you want boy? She's everything a guy needs & u blew it away. You're not satisfy with one persone in ur love life ryte? Heh. No matter how much i envy her, but things like this is nt something that shud happen. You dont deserve pure love, you just deserve to be w a girl same as u for u to actually know how hard we girls go thru hoping for ur stupid ' i will change' thingy. & once you realise what you hve left, thts when game's over, boy.
Angels♥
07:07
