
 Thursday, 27 December 2012
I shall stop. Stop trying to find happiness. I will live as it is now. With family and friends. Thts enough for now. I wont ask for anything anymore. Nt tht i dont hve anymore faith. Its just tht im leaving everything to him. I will keep moving. Keep living. For my family for my friends. But i wont go searching for my own. Im tired. Getting hurt and hurting someone. In the end, im e mean one. The heartless one. If im heartless, how did i remain loyal to someone for so long? I dont know anymore. I dont want to know any longer. Whatever gonna happen will happen. I will nt do anything. I wont hear anything. I wont see anything. I wont feel anything. In tht way, i will live. Nt happily but still i will live. I will breathe. I will eat walk talk work. Like tht i will live. Ppl will get bored of my life story but im okay. They wont need to know, how i live my life. Just like tht, i live my life. 
Angels♥
 09:27