
Thursday, 7 February 2013
I feel like im not needed. Tht w/out me ppl can still be fyne. Like a heavy rain i am, ppl like its coldness but wont prefer it to be oftenly coming..
Angels♥
08:22
I guess i hve to give it up. The one tht my heart wants, i hve to let it go. I dont want to hurt another heart. I hve to stop thinking about what i really want.
But just this
"i was hoping you could turn it all ard. I was hoping you could make e move. I was hoping you could show some hint. I was hoping you could ask me to stay. I was really hoping you could make me wait. But i dont want history to repeat itself. I dont want to wait for e impossible anymore. Him alone is enough. Tht one big impact is enough to break me apart. I dont want e second tyme. I hve to learn to let go of e impossible. Knwing tht you only for a moment hve a small little feeling for me is enough. I dont want to go any deeper. Tht will do. I will go now. Eventho i wish tht you wud stop me but i know tht is just my stupid thinking. If he reach out his hand for me, i might take it.
I deserve to be happy ryte? & if tht happen, i hope i will nvr get to see you again. I hope"
I wish i could say those words to you. Im learning. Learning to let go of things tht was nt meant for me & accept things tht are open for me.
Angels♥
13:03