I found him. The one that i can call my own. The one man that manage to open this heart like its never been close before. I love him, really i do. With all my heart thts left, i love him. I thnk god tht made us meet in my reality. Those things tht i thought would never happen to me again has been awaken by him. A simple love but enough to make me blissfully happy. 
I know my insecurities will get in e way of  my relationship but im happy bcause only those things that seems to be e problem. Nothing else. 
Khayrulhayat, i really appreciate all the things that you hve done for me. I pray every night that we will stand strong and make our way together till jannah legally in e eyes of allah swt. Because you are nothing like them and i can proudly say how awesome you are as my boyfriend. May god never change our feelings we hve towards each other..
Im sorry that im not a perfect girl. I hve lots and lots of imperfection in me. & if you are willing to stay with my countless flaws, i promise to be the best girl for you. 
I love you, khayrulhayat & i will always do. 
Angels♥
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