Thts e way of life. Wht you give is wht you'll get. Its called karma. Wont happen so fast. It takes tyme, slowly but surely it'll hit you one fine day. Well thts life as we know it. Cant avoid dissapointment. At times insecurities will pay you a visit and tell you how wonderful other ppl of ur kind are xcept for you. You will try to be better, be even good & when you know you cannot rise up the way you want to, you gave up. Pushed away everything. 
Again, thats life as we know it. 
Angels♥
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