I
Dont
Care
Anymore
Bcause mybee im whining too much for sucha small thing.
Oh well i must say,
Facebook shud hve this renew or restart button. Really.
Angels♥
15:30
"sometimes the truth, the real truth hurts" i agree on that. I already know but i need to hear it from you. Hell yeah it hurts. But baby, everyone makes mistake & im not perfect myself. I accept you as well as ur past just like you accepted mine. What matters for me now is this moment, this present and our future. Let go of the past,embrace today and walk together with me till jannah.
Angels♥
09:56
The only dream i hope it wont come true.
Soo real... The helpless tears and heartwrenching moment still lingers inside me even after i woke up. Bcause things were going on so well right & its like too good to be true. Maybe i forget about everything. I forget to stay humble w my current happiness.
I can try to overcome any obstacle coming ahead, but just not this. Not this one, having him choose to stay with someone else and letting me go.
Yeah, its a dream. Still i feel fcuked up.
Angels♥
08:29
I shouldnt hve bring out everything. It complicate things even more. I know how he feels i know exactly how it feels after the previous tiff months ago. Thts why i dont talk much about sean. I dont msg him if i dont need to. I sometimes dont even reply to his msges. But he didnt see tht, he didnt notice the small changes i make...
Angels♥
11:17
Time, most precious thing you cant buy back. Memories, the only thing that stay throughout your life.
The only thing we look forward for on syawal are just to groom ourself with new clothes, heavy makeup & pictures. Because we expect too much, hoping for soo much just to be dissapoint again & again. Getting together with so much scar just dont feel the same like how we used to. Those days whereby we are soo xcited to celebrate as we know they will come. Come and share e joy together w/out any walls. That is pure happiness. Down the road, soo much had happened. So many heart were hurt. Thin walls were build. Fake smiles everywhere. So year by year, we stop hoping. Sharing e joy only among us. Theres nothing to look forward for. Bcause those time are gone behind the walls tht nobody wants to break it & what stays are just memories.
Angels♥
08:58
Told myself countless time nt to open up those past files. Nt to scroll down any pictures. But my hand just wouldnt listen. Just curiousity & it lead to a different emotion evry time i do that. I know its all over. Tht precious moment of his time are over but i couldnt help it. Its like he's soo much happier before. But i know its not true atleast i believe tht. Blame it on my curiousity on wanting to know what kinda life he live previously and i regret it everytime i open those past.
Angels♥
11:09
Friday, 30 August 2013