You sounded like that

But i know ure nt like that.

Contradicting much?

The same as i said you sounded like you're arrogant.

You sounded like you can control everything.

But youre nt like that...

But the point is its frm my point of view. 

My expression of you ryte at the moment.

If indeed i am naive, i would have believe everything tht comes out frm your mouth.

If traits of childish is what you saw within me then i would have resort to all kinds of stupid tactic just to annoy you.

Selfish, tht will only happen if i want all the things my own way nvr to listen to any of ur opinion ur plans. Everything will only go my way. If im selfish, i wouldnt be a nurse today.

Princess in disneyland or wonderland?

Oh ive heard that story before. And i know how all that is a lie.

Yes i whine sometimes. Throw tantrum sometimes. You did too, bcause we're human. So should i say u sounded just like ure a prince in disneyland. 

All that doesnt give you any right to assumed i think im a princess syndrome.

If i think im like that

I'll ask u to bring me to a high class restaurant, wear branded bags and branded shoes. Whine and beg you to buy me new dresses every month.

Go out to all kinda places. Buy all the good stuff i saw on the way. 

Demand you and let u dance at the tip of my finger.

Stay in the shelter bcause im afraid of e heat or dripping rain. 

Being all upset just because someone step on my chanel new shoes. 

Princess...?  I wish i can be one.

This last fact i know it better then anyone.

I know how drama n reality are two different world. I know that way before cause in there ppl cares about all small little things. All those tiny details, dates or special day whereas in reality who am i kidding? It doesnt matter...

Where did all e fun in gathering go to?

Evryones competing to quietly show who's e best. 

Where did all those sincere smile and laughter go? 

I used to love it when everyone come down for a get together but now i see no point of it. 

It will be a short sharp one. 

Nevertheless

Selamat hari raya haji nenek. I miss you alot. 

Why my words and opinion arent important. 

You think too lightly of me

Dont deny, ask urself you did. They did. 

And in the end

I end up saying nothing at all

Even tho i really want to.

Because no one really cares bout wht im gonna say.